Lost Time
Hmmmm... its been a long time since I wrote the following (wrote it on 9th July 2005) ... it was a draft till today.. no point in keeping it as draft... so publishing it :)
yesterday was a bad day, i was angry with couple of my friends, the reason of course was a stupid one, but y was i angry, i think the reason was i an worried that i will not be able to recover the lost time.:) hehehe.. tangent right...
okay the way i look at it is like this, u make friends and you spend time with them, then u fight and then u get angry, but u are never angry over the issue, what u r angry about is the insecurity that ur friends have left u in. If everything was to tumble down, then to get back the sense of security, u need the pay heaviest price ever... in
terms of time. Time is the most precious thing. I have always struggled to figure out where i need to invest my time. And even if i get a little wiff that things are not going the right way and that the time i spent was a waste, I get irritated, frustrated, angry.